尿意で目が覚めたのは久しぶりだった。
そう言えば昨夜は、焼酎お湯割りに加えて、映画を見ながらシナモンティーを飲んだ。
以前ならそんな時、トイレを探し回る夢を見たものだ。
トイレはどこも混んでいて、やっと入れたと思ったら汚れてたりカギがかからなかったりするという悲劇的な夢だった。
他にも、集合時間に自分だけ間に合わないとか、同時にいくつものタスクをこなさなくちゃいけないというような、時間に追い立てられて焦りまくる夢をよく見た。
目覚めると、夢の細かい設定は覚えてないのにその焦燥感だけが頭や胸に残っていて、排尿を済ませても不快感は無くならなかったものだ。
今はそんなことを懐かしむほど平和な心情らしい。
あれもこれもありがたい。
藤井風さん、ありがとう。
It had been a long time since I woke up because I had to urinate.
I remenbered I had hot shochu and cinnamon tea while watching a movie last night.
In the past, at times like that, I would dream about searching for a toilet.
All the toilets were crowded, and when I finally managed to get in, they were dirty or the lock was broken. They'er miserable dreams.
I also often had dreams where I was pressed for time and felt extremely anxious, like I was the only one who couldn't make it on time, or having to do several tasks at the same time.
When I woke up, I couldn't remember the details of the dream, but the sense of anxiety remained in my head and chest, and the discomfort didn't go away even after I had finished urinating.
I seem to be in such a peaceful mood now that I miss such memories.
I'm grateful for everything.
Thank you, Fujii Kaze.
