あー、困る。
図書館の本の返却期限が迫るのに、気が付けばネット上をうろついている。
徘徊してると時間はいくらあっても足りない。
だからこそ、我が尻叩いて無理やり散歩だの図書館だの外出してるのに、2週間で２冊の（しかも、うっす～いやつ）本が読めぬとはけしからん。
こうして退化してゆくわが身の、せめて関節の動きを確保せねばとPCの前で藤井風さんの曲に合わせて行っていたストレッチも、腰痛を言い訳にサボっていたらこの様だ。
少しでもいい人間になりたいなどと、どの口が言う？
また自分を嫌いになる前に、雨降る中を図書館へ出かけていく。
残りは館内で読み切ろう。
貧乏性のせいで、またきっと手ぶらでは帰って来ないと思う。
Ah, what a problem.
The deadline for returning my library books is fast approaching, and before I know it, I'm surfing the internet.
No matter how much time I have surfing the internet, it's never enough for me.
Which is why I'm forcing myself to go out for walks and to the library, and yet I'm outraged that I haven't been able to read two books (and they're really thin) in two weeks.
I was stretching in front of my computer to Fujii Kaze's music, hoping to at least keep my joints moving as my body deteriorates, but now I've been using my back pain as an excuse to slack off.
Who the hell am I to say I want to be a better person, even if just a little?
Before I start to hate myself again, I'm going to head out to the library in the rain.
I'll read the rest of the book inside the library.
Because I'm a cheapskate, I'm sure I won't come back empty-handed again.
