何度目かの藤井風”Feelin’Good”ドキュメンタリーを観た。
一番ドキッとさせられるのは、
「エゴをむき出しにしてカッコいい人もいるけど、僕はそれができない。それなら、むしろ自分なんて無くなってしまえって感じ」
というくだり。
どれだけ自分と向き合って、どれだけ周りを見回して、答えを求めてきたんだろう。
他人を一切否定することなく、自分は曲げる必要もないほど柔らかくなって、溶けていくくらいの世界観。
だからこそ、心の深いところで繋がって、目指すのは、もはや言葉さえいらない世界。
それが、”Feelin’ Go(o)d”だってことだね。
あー、言葉で理解しようとしている段階でもう、置いてけぼりくってるのかな。
いい。
もう、聴く、"Feelin' Go(o)d"。
I watched Fujii Kaze's "Feelin' Good" documentary for the umpteenth time.
The part that shocked me the most was when he said,
"Some people are cool when they show their ego, but I can't do that. So I feel like I might as well just disappear."
I wonder how much he has faced himself, how much he has looked around, searching for answers.
He doesn't deny others at all, and he seems to have a worldview where he becomes soft and melts away so that he doesn't need to bend.
I guess that's why he connects deep in our hearts, and what he aims for a world where words don't even need to exist.
That's what "Feelin' Go(o)d" is all about, right?
Ah, I guess I'm already left behind when I try to understand it with words.
No more telling.
Let's listen to "Feelin' Go(o)d" now.
