世の中は連休中らしいが、私は連勤中だ。
それもいい。
チョロいっす。
かつては、家事もしながら1年360日くらい働いていた時期もあった。
ある日気が付いたら口が開かなくなって、医者に行ったら、「立ったまま目をつぶってその場で足踏みしてみてください」と言われて指示に従ったところ、自律神経失調からくる顎関節症だと診断された。
私は足踏みしながらぐるぐる回ったらしい。
「過労ですね」と言われたが、誰か代わってくれるわけもなし、幸い体は動いたので、処方された薬を服用しながら仕事を続けた。
あの頃職場で居心地が悪かったのは、きっと私が余裕のない振る舞いで人に接していたからだろうと、今ならわかる。
全てに意味はあるから。
ね、風さん。
It seems like the rest of the world is on holiday, but I'm still working.
That's fine too.
It's no big deal.
There was a time when I worked about 360 days a year while also doing housework.
One day, I realized that I couldn't open my mouth, so I went to the doctor and was told, "Try standing, closing your eyes, and stepping on the spot." When I followed the instructions, he told me that I had temporomandibular joint disorder caused by autonomic nerve dysfunction.
Apparently I was stepping around and spinning around.
I was told, "You're overworked," but there was no one to replace me, and luckily I was able to move, so I continued working while taking the prescribed medication.
Now I understavd that the reason why I felt so uncomfortable at work in those days was probably because I treated people in a way that I couldn't care for them.
Because everything has a meaning.
KAZE, right?
