昨日、職場で、BTSファンの上司（年下、職場で唯一、私の”風”推しを知っている）から密かに声をかけられた。
どうもBTSの話（朝のTVでテテと目黒くんが対談してたやつ）をしたかったらしい。
ついでに私の推し活にも触れてきて、「押しがいるって楽しいですよねー！」と二人でうなずきあった。
上司曰く、「外圧に強くなりますよね、経済も回すし」、納得。
”推し活”自体が、人のエネルギーを正の方向に向かわせる、ということもあるだろう。
さらに、藤井風さんから届くメッセージが、そのままの私を肯定してくれた時、目から鱗というか、海の泡だった自分が海そのものと同化したような感じを受けた。
今思うと、自分を認め愛すること、これが本当に難しかったのだ。
職場で人と”推し”の話をしてニヤついている、以前には考えられない自分がいる。
Yesterday, at work, my boss, who is a BTS fan ( she's younger than me and the only one in the office who knows that I'm a big fan of KAZE ), secretly approached me.
Apparently she wanted to talk about BTS ( the one that Tae Tae and Meguro were talking about on morning TV ).
She also mentioned my Oshi activities, and we both nodded to each other and said, "It's fun to have Oshis!"
My boss said, "It makes us stronger against external pressure, and it also helps the economy." I agree it.
It may be suporssed that "Oshikatsu" itself directs a person's energy in a positive direction.
Furthermore, when I received a message from Fujii Kaze, who affirmed me as I am, it was an eye-opener, and I felt as if I, who was just like a sea foam, had become assimilated with the sea itself.
Now that I think about it, it was really difficult for me to accept and love myself.
Though I'd never thought before that I'm smiling to talk to someone about Oshis at work, I found me to do it.
