職場で学生アルバイトと一緒に仕事するのは楽しい。
明るく前向きな彼らを観ていると気持ちが晴れ晴れとしてくる。
私が彼らくらいの年の頃、何を考えていただろうか?
将来のことや世の中のことなんて、考えてなかったな。
せいぜい、週末の予定や授業単位のこと、手の届く範囲の身近なことがすべてだったような気がする。
あの頃、”藤井風さん”のような”推し”に出会ってたら、どうなってただろう。
バイト代をほぼ全てK‐POPアイドルにつぎ込んでいたJKもいた(すでに卒業し、バイトは退職)が、今では彼女の気持ちも十分わかる。
これが”青春病”ならば、”いつの日か、粉になって散る”まで知らずにいたい。
てか、粉になるまで患っていたい。
It's fun to work with student part-time workers at my workplace.
Seeing them being bright and positive makes me feel good.
What was I thinking when I was in the age as same as them?
I wasn't thinking about the future or the world.
At most, I feel like what I thought was all about weekend plans, class credits, and familiar things within my reach.
I wonder what would have happened if I had met an "Oshi" like "Fujii Kaze" back then.
There was also a high school girl who spent almost of her part-time job money on K-pop idols (she has already graduated and retired from part-time work), but now I fully understand how she felt.
If this is a "Seishun Sick", I want to remain ignorant of it until "One day, we'll just turn to dust and scatter."
Actually, I want to stay sick until I turn to dust and scatter.