なんと悩ましい！
今回の日産は諦めようと、深呼吸して決めたつもりだったのに、
あー、"Feelin' Good"なお土産Ｔシャツや藤井風（ふう）しあわせベジカレーが欲しい！
もー、欲しい！
そんなふうでモジモジしてたら、当初一緒に行く予定だった妹が、甥と共にトレードに挑戦すると言い出した。
甥（妹の息子）は、かねてより”藤井風”贔屓で、そもそも妹は彼を通して風さんを知り、たまたま私と話が合ったために私とライヴに同行するようになったのだ。
甥はライブには未参戦だけど、ピアノで風さんの曲を弾くほどご執心だから、そういう話になったのも理解できる。
やっぱり私もトレードやるか？
２次販売グッズは彼らに頼むか？
まだまだ物欲・執着心はなくなりそうもない。
What a dilemma!
I had taken a deep breath and decided to give up on the Nissan this time, but then,
Ahh, I want a "Feelin' Good" souvenir T-shirt and Fujii Kaze's Happy Veggie Curry!
I really want it!
While I was fidgeting like that, my sister, who was originally going to go with me, said she wanted to try trading with my nephew.
My nephew (my sister's son) has been a fan of Fujii Kaze for a long time, and my sister got to know KAZE through him, and we happened to get along, so she started accompanying me to the live show.
My nephew hasn't attended the live show, but he's such a fan that he's playing KAZE's songs on the piano, so I can understand why they talked about it.
Should I also try trading after all?
Should I ask them to buy the secondary sales goods?
It seems that my desire for material things and obsession are not going to go away yet.
